Man, I don't know if it's just the effects of spring or these pictures of Courtney Love lookin all sexy in her bikini, but my heart is alive this morning, seemingly for the first time. She's soooo pretty. I want to marry her. Then I can kiss her all the time. If you could get a close up of my heart right now, you'd see me twirling around in a meadow on a mountain top. And there's lilacs and edelweiss and little bunnies all around. Then Courtney and I would do that thing where we hold hands and spin around, laughing and smiling. You may not understand the beauty of our love but it's all part of being human. I've never been so happy!